Off Topic: Boys!

The Husband and I (Don’t you love his crown?)

This last week has seen skeletons come out of the closet and huge regrets form!

I have a friend who I liked from a far for a while and when he was briefly single last year it became apparent he liked me too however, at the time I was firmly hung up on Mr Thomas and he was still pretty hung up on his ex so, nothing happened.

We both went about our lives he got back with his ex and I focused more on Tom to try and bury what feelings I had for this guy and didn’t speak to him for a few months to make it easier on myself. It transpires after a drunken conversation (him being the drunk one) that in his words: “I would happily been yours” I responded saying he would have always gone back to his ex and that he would never have been mine and he responded with “No I wouldn’t have had I not thought Tom would own you quite so much” 🙁
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Two Funerals, A Birthday and a Head Injury…. Its been so long!

Well Hello My Gorgeous Readers,

It has been a fair few months since I have sat down to write to you and lots has happened some which you can guess from the post title.

Granny and her husband Stan

I started the year losing my ex’s Gran she lost her battle with Lung Cancer and passed away on January 6th. I had a lot of respect and love for Granny she had been in my life since I was 16 so, It was a very hard saying goodbye and even harder seeing my in laws for the first time in 2 years. Thankfully my amazing best Friend Tom was there to hold my hand, wipe away my tears and cuddle me, I don’t think I could have got through that without him.

I got a little wrapped up in family at that point as I am sure you can understand and when I was ready to come back and start bringing you reviews, looks and even videos I lost my Uncle Kevin and my world fell apart a bit. Uncle Kevin was my favourite Uncle I had an awful lot of love for him for things he had done for me throughout my younger years and I always used to stay with him, his wife and my two cousins when I was younger. The hardest thing about this situation was that my Dad and Uncle Kev weren’t on speaking terms so, the lead up to his passing was very difficult having to see how distraught my Dad was especially when he thought that he may not get to make peace with him as Uncle Kev was unconscious. View Full Post

Happy New Year Ghostbuster Style!

Who ya gonna call?

I hope you all had a brilliant New Year and are all looking forward to 2013.

We had an amzing night spent at The Haunt in Brighton for their Ghostbusters New Years Eve Party and even had a 30ft Marshmallow man. I rolled in at 6am and my lipstick was still fully in place, I bloody love MAC’s Russian Red!

I thought I would share some of the pictures from our night out, I hope you enjoy.

Ems xo

The Instagram Pic!
The Outfit and stupid pose!
My Amazing top 🙂
pretty party posing
More posing
Me and My baby Sister
The 30ft Marshmallow Man, me and George

 

And the fun starts….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Breast Cancer Awareness Month – A Personal Post!

Hey My Beauties!

I wanted to do a post about Breast Cancer Awareness Month and wasn’t quite sure what to post so, I thought I would do more of a personal post.

I currently have a small lump in my breast, should I have started it that way? Straight to the point I suppose, No I haven’t yet been to the Doctors which means I don’t know if its just lumpy tissue, a cyst or the big C. I know many of you will sit there and think silly girl go to the Doctors now but read on a little and you may understand why I leave it a few days.

I have been on the at risk list for around 5 years, my Mum had Breast Cancer when she was 35 and I have had several lumps in my breast since since I was around 21. I will be screened earlier than most women because of this and when I do find a lump I get seen very quickly.

The reason I leave it a few days is because the previous lumps have been nothing or mastitis so, usually in a few days the pain goes away and the lump reduces in size until its gone.

This time is a little different as it is in the other breast that I have never had a problem with and the lump is fairly large but I still want to see if it goes down by itself before I really start panicking.

I would like to say to all women that read my blog if you don’t check your breasts regularly you should! And most certainly if you discover a lump for the first time painful or not get yourself straight to the Doctors.

I am pretty sure mine is nothing but of course it is better to be safe than sorry so, if the lump is still there Friday I can assure you I will be straight to the Doctors going through my usual examination and referral to have a biopsy and scan.

I may seem calm in this post but like anyone I am shitting myself but I look back at the past 7 lumps and chill out a little.

I will keep you updated on the outcome!

Love

Ems xo

For more advice check out these links: http://www.breastcancercare.org.uk/ and http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Cancer-of-the-breast-female/Pages/Introduction.aspx

Highlights of The Week

Beautiful Brighton Beach & West Pier early evening
Morning Lovelies!
I thought I would try and bring a bit more of a personal post to you once a week so you can get to know me a little better and get a look into what I have been doing.
Here are the highlights of last week:
Tuesday I had a random evening out, I always find unplanned randomness is the most fun. My good friend Tom messaged and asked me to join him for an evening of Beer, Beach BBQ’s and movies. It was a lovely night we haven’t seen each other for a while so, it was great catching up with him and chatting about dates and other things going on in our lives whilst the sun went down. We went through a few beers, some Ben and Jerry’s cookie dough and quite a bit of p*ss taking from him, no night with Tom is normal without some kind of p*ss taking.
Freshly burnt finger due to forgetting utensils #Idiot
Friday was Date night! I have been chatting to this lovely guy for a few months now and we finally managed to get together for a few drinks in my local, some food and then a few movies. I had been really excited about this one as we just seemed to click from the minute we started chatting. The date went really well and he has said he would like to see me again so, watch this space. 
Date Night Look
 I am a little sceptical when it comes to second dates because they never seem to happen for me so, I never get my hopes up or getting too excited because I would get really hurt on a regular basis. I think the only person I have been on more than one date with is Tom but that’s because he isn’t into me like that *Insert huge frowny face*, I suppose you could call them “Mate Dates”. Tom and I initially met through a dating site we hit it off and have been very good friends ever since meeting around 3 months ago, I would totally date him and he knows it but its not going to happen! 
Anyway enough of that lets move onto Saturday, I had a surprise visitor who arrived with the most beautiful bunch of flowers for me. I haven’t had flowers brought for me for at least 9 years so, for him to say ” I was in the area and drove passed a florist and thought Ahhh I will get some flowers for Ems that will make her smile” did just that put a huge grin on my face. I cant name the person because he said if people find out they will think he has gone soft, it wasn’t soft at all it just proved what an amazing friend he is.
So, that was my weeks highlights, I hope you enjoyed a bit of a look into what goes on when I am not blogging about Beauty etc and I will leave you with a picture of my beautiful flowers,
Ems xo